catching up with friends - I spoke to my friend in Oz this week...it was only when we started chatting we realised it had been nearly 2 years since we last spoke??? Where does the time go?
This getting dark ridiculously early really doesn't help either. I worked this morning 4am until 11.30am then came home had some lunch and a sleep - woke up at 4pm (ish)and it's pitch black! I've managed to make a start on the advent calender for my brother and his 2 favourite girls, make a veegetable soup, burn my mouth, order the blinds for the flat, watch the rest of Due Date and spend a stupid amount of time looking at Facebook! I did notice some photos from last weekend (I was Lydia at a TOWIE themed 17th birthday) and I look like a complete heffer. I'm not really happy with the way I look, I've never been that happy about it. Why is it so difficult? A close friend of mine has managed it and she years later she still looks bloody fabulous and I really admire her for it.
Maybe if I start now? 6 weeks until Christmas - to lose a few pounds before Christmas would be a lovely prezzie.
Maybe I've just talked myself into it? I weighed myself on Wednesday evening and I was 102kg. Bang on 16 stone.
This is what makes me want it.
I'll keep you updated on my progress. Any words of encouragement are welcome!!
xxx
